Friday, February 10, 2012

Waiting for labour! Excited!!!

My baby girl is already 37 weeks +...
Doctor say if no bloody show, amniotic sac doesn't break until next week, then baby girl will most probably be born on end of this month, that means about the due date, neither earlier nor later.

Seriously, I'm both excited and scare... Even normal delivery also very pain ( what i heard from the others) leh!!
I'm not sure whether I can tahan for 6 hours and above de labour pain. OMGGG!!!
Hope when the time come I'll know it is true labour pain not false labour pain~~~


Can u see baby's feet, eyes, hand, nose and mouth?
She was sleeping at that time. Yawning during the 4D Scan! =D
Can't wait to see her soon !!! <3

Friday, February 3, 2012

~ Lost direction ~

Well, with the help of Eugene, finally I knew what I got for the 1.5 years studies in TARC.
Only god know how I feel.
Not to say that I already give up my studies, just at that moment ( during exam period on NOV'11) I got that feeling that  I can study again and again if I'm fail, but I wouldn't have 2nd chance if I lost my baby just because of too tired.
Mayb I'll admire those who get As in their results, mayb I'll be regret in future since I didn't put on full effort on my studies, but I just can't imagine if I lost my baby...
I'm sorry Mom since I know you'll be disappointed with me.
It's hard for me to choose either one. Just blame it on me.
I just hope my baby girl will born healthy and happy, and I can promise u and me myself I'll further my studies~
I just wouldn't stop at A-Level~
I still haven't give up! Yeaaa i know! And...
God knew about it!
God bless me! 


I'm here to promise that I'll go for uni/col in 2013!